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Post by Jax Porter on Aug 30, 2012 23:00:16 GMT -5
Jaxon couldn't help but make a silly face when she said 'she'd be honored'. But he was suddenly serious again. Maybe not serious.. because he was giddy as shit. But he was definitely smirking at her, all sexy like. "Naveah.. do you want to try.. anything else?" he asked, as he looked her up and down.
He had a condom. He did. Its not like he was planning to have sex with her earlier.. but he'd had this one for a few weeks now. Danny had given it to him saying "dude, go bang a chick you're getting old". He knew exactly where it was, too, and his eyes flicked towards the jar that it was sitting in, but quickly back to Naveah as he kissed her again. He could'nt help kissing her! He never wanted to stop!
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Post by Naveah Elaine Withers on Aug 31, 2012 15:53:30 GMT -5
Try anything else...? Naveah froze, suddenly aware that this was going farther than she thought it would. Awkwardly, she bit her lower lip and turned her face to the side, looking away as she considered it. She knew if she looked into his eyes... she would say yes without thinking. But this was big deal - she was a virgin, she believed in abstinence, she loved him and she wanted it... and at the same time, something was holding her back. I want to do something more with him... but, do I really want to do something more with him?
Keeping from frowning, she looked up at him, deliberating. She didn't know what to say, or how to say it. Blushing, she glanced down from his eyes, afraid to meet his gaze. "I - what... what would we be doing?" She whispered, afraid to seem stupid or unaware. What if he didn't mean what she thought he did? But what if he did?
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Post by Jax Porter on Sept 4, 2012 17:27:45 GMT -5
Jaxon smiled down at Naveah, her head buried. "Well.. I dunno. I really don't know.. what there is to.. try.." he said rather innocently. He knew she was a virgin, and honestly, he was too. Even more honestly, he'd been saving himself for her. Ever since high school. "I mean.. what are you," he paused and swallowed. "Comfortable with?" he finished as he kissed her forehead hoping she'd look up at him.
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Post by Naveah Elaine Withers on Sept 4, 2012 17:45:43 GMT -5
When he kissed her forehead, she glanced up at him, timidly. Her face burned with a blush; she couldn't believe that she didn't know what to say. She always thought things like this would go easily - that she would know what to do and yet she had no clue. She bit her lower lip and looked into his eyes, fear making her freeze. "I'm... I'd be ready to..." she paled, wishing she knew what to do - was a kiss appropriate? Should she make out with him? "God, Jax, I'm scared!" She burst out, hiding her face in her hands. "I want to.. go... farther, with you," she refrained from saying "go all the way" and sounding childish. "But I've never done this before!"
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Post by Jax Porter on Sept 4, 2012 19:30:10 GMT -5
Jaxon giggled nervously and put his hand on the side of her face. "I've never done this before either," he said through a smile, his hand shaking lightly on her face. His own face had been going crazy with twitches for the past five minutes just thinking about her.
"Do.. do you really want to.. further?" he asked through a heavy gulp. "I have.. y'know.. pro-" he couldn't get it out. He felt too awkward. He wanted so badly to tell her that he wasn't just gonna try to rape her or something.. but he felt all giddy and childish talking about it.
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Post by Naveah Elaine Withers on Sept 4, 2012 20:32:17 GMT -5
Slowly, Naveah peeped out from around her hands, then moved them away from her face. Jaxon's finger tips were shaking lightly against her cheeks, and she felt like she couldn't blush anymore. "I want to do this," she murmured, ignoring the voice inside her head that was yelling facts about abstinence at her. Instead, she sat up slightly, leaning in to kiss him softly. "I was always supposed to wait for the right guy. I thought that I had to be married before I could do this but... I want this now." She was excited, her heart beating too fast and too loud for her to process her thoughts. She was getting hot, but in a pleasurable way; the adrenaline and anticipation in her body was heating her up, and she squirmed, uncomfortable with this new feeling of... what was it? Lust?
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Post by Jax Porter on Sept 4, 2012 22:16:17 GMT -5
Jaxon let out a bit of a sigh (of relief, mind you) when Naveah said she wanted it now. "Do you.. really?" he asked shakily, his hand dropping back to her thigh. But he didn't wait for a reply as he leaned in to kiss her rather passionately, his hand trailing up her waist, over her chest and back to her cheek. He pulled back a moment, smiling childishly, eyes half closed. "Green really is my favorite color," he said, half laughing, half trying to be cute and romantic and sexy.
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Post by Naveah Elaine Withers on Sept 4, 2012 22:37:51 GMT -5
Naveah's breathing hitched when his hand began its little trail along her body. Her heart was pounding, and she was sure he could have felt it when his finger tips touched her neck ever so slightly. This was new to her, and yet she welcomed it. She leaned into the gentle caress, resting her cheek ever so lightly against his hand when he stopped. Her eyes were half closed with concentration - she was trying not to move - and when he paused, they flew open. She gazed at him intently, half afraid of what she wanted to do next. Her hands reached out, and she bit her lower lip as she touched his chest. It felt like an electricity spark between them - there was just something that happened when their skin collided. Sliding her hands up to his shoulders, she pulled him closer, laying back so that she could kiss him more easily. "Yes, I really want to do this..." she murmured, giggling when he mentioned that green was his favorite color again. She had to blush, knowing he could definitely see her bright green bra now, and that was something she hadn't put on display before.
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Post by Jax Porter on Sept 8, 2012 14:05:57 GMT -5
When Naveah pulled Jaxon down to the bed, he giggled like a small child. His body was shaking like a leaf out of nerves as he kissed her. It was all like the first time again.. except this time, they were going to be doing more than kissing.
Jaxon pulled his head back from hers for a minute. "I.. y'know I uh.. I DO have a uh.. a condom," he sort of whispered, feeling rather shy and embarrassed about saying it. It made him feel all dirty inside to suggest to her that he wanted to touch her anywhere other than her face. "There's a box.. over there," he started, but suddenly got really loud, "I didn't buy them I swear! Someone gave them to me!" He felt like he had to explain himself.
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Post by Naveah Elaine Withers on Sept 8, 2012 14:16:42 GMT -5
When he said the word "condom" Naveah paled visibly, then blushed bright tomato red. The thought that made her go sheet white was the pain. She could handle good amounts of physical pain, but this was going to be more intimate and she knew the first time would hurt. Isn't that what they always taught you in health class? It's going to hurt so why bother? But she didn't want to back out of it, this was supposed to be their night. She wasn't going to ruin it by being a sissy - besides, she was sure Jaxon wasn't going to let anything hurt her, right? And he'd stop if she said no, right?
The factor that made her blush, however, was how innocent Jax was about this. They were both so new to the whole thing, and he kept trying to explain himself. It was rather endearing, the way his blush could make her blush more. She didn't see a way to stop his babble, so she reached up and pressed her lips to his, slowly. She glanced at the box he had indicated on the night stand, and pulled away from his mouth. She shimmied her position on the bed until she could reach for it, then found what she was looking for - the small, wrapped square. She tossed it towards him and then found a comfortable spot on the bed, stretching out and sitting with her back against the head rest, waiting for him to make the first move. She bit her lower lip, and looked at him with wide, trusting eyes. "Let's do this." She squeaked.
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Post by Jax Porter on Sept 8, 2012 14:24:32 GMT -5
Jaxon sort of flinched when the condom came flying towards him. He giggled at his stupidity and picked it up, peeling back the wrapper. Before removing it, however, he blushed harder than he had all night as he thought about the fact that he was going to have to take off his pants. She'd seen his chest, and that was embarrassing enough. Now he had to take off his pants? And.. and his boxers? What if she was a briefs sort of girl and his Star Wars themed boxers weirded her out? What if she didn't take of HER pants when he took off his? He sat for a moment, eyes wide, questions flooding his head as his grip tightened on the half opened condom between his fingers.
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Post by Naveah Elaine Withers on Sept 8, 2012 14:47:08 GMT -5
Naveah winced as Jax started to open the condom. The sounds were amplified in her mind, as the foil like material peeled off of the thin strand of glue that held the packet together. She couldn't even look - why was this so embarrassing? She'd seen condoms before, her crazy eighth grade sex education teacher insisted upon showing the class every different kind there was! So why did this make her feel uncomfortable, to see someone else open up the smallest of insignificant pieces of rubber?
That was it, though. This wasn't something small or meaningless - this was a big deal. The man she'd loved since she was fifteen was finally ready to have his way with her, and she was afraid. What if she was bad at it? What if she couldn't take the pain? What if he thought she was ugly, when he saw her without her clothes? It made her bite so hard on her lower lip in thought that she almost cried. Tears started to brim and angrily she reached up and shoved them away with her finger tips.
"Why does this have to be so hard?" She asked bitterly. "I like you and you like me and we want to be intimate with each other. So why can't we just get over ourselves and just do it?" She didn't mean to snap, but she was trying to keep herself from crying. She didn't know what to do, and it was turning her back into that worried little fifteen year old who was incapable of speaking up for herself. Blinking the tears away, she blushed bright crimson again and shook her head. "Look at how pathetic I am. Here's the best time to seduce you and I'm crying because I'm so frustrated with myself." Sitting up on her knees, she crawled a little closer to him and put her hands on his shoulders. "You want to do this, don't you?" The way he had hesitated in opening the condom made her nervous, and she was sure he didn't want her anymore. But the way he had been acting before... was it possible that he was just as timidly shy as she was, and that was the cause for all the blushing and embarrassment?
Pulling her hands away from his shoulders, she decided she was going to have to make the first move. What was the worst he could do? Tell her to leave? She didn't think that would happen - they had been friends for a while. The worst they could find out after this was that they just weren't compatible, and if that happened... well it would crush her, but it would be better than finding out after they were too deep into a relationship, right? Biting her lower lip again, this time with a mischievous grin, she looked into his eyes, refusing to break eye contact. Her hands reached for the bottom of her shirt, and slowly, she pulled it over her head, revealing to him what she had never shown before. Her cheeks were flaming red and it felt like she was running a fever, but she couldn't stop - this was exciting. She wanted to keep going, even though she was afraid he wouldn't like her body.
She tossed her shirt carelessly to the side and ran her fingers over one of her bra straps. That bright obnoxious green was pretty silly, now that she thought of it, but he did like the color... didn't he? The strawberry pattern dotted all over it might have been a little childish, but then again, what was he going to do, tell her he didn't like her lingerie? She blushed again and leaned in, kissing him. "Your favorite color still green?" She whispered, kissing from his lips to his jaw to nibble on his ear for a moment. "I want you to know I... I really want to do this, if... if you do. But I'm still nervous." Unconsciously, her hands crossed over her chest, but she didn't pull away as she started kissing him again. She wanted him to make the next move.
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Post by Jax Porter on Sept 8, 2012 16:36:02 GMT -5
(holy balls that's a lot to respond to haha)
Its almost irrelevant to point out that Jaxon was blushing again. He really hadn't stopped since the moment that condom flew at him. But now.. now it was almost different. He wasn't just blushing, hot with embarrassment; he was blushing, hot with lust. And when Naveah took off her shirt, that's when Jaxon decided that he wanted this just as badly as she did. The tears that welled in her eyes made him sort of smile, noticing he wasn't alone on the fact that this was scary!
When the shirt flew away, Jaxon's eyes instinctively fell to that glowing green. "Yea," he sort of laughed, "Its still my favorite color. But y'know, there's another color I like better." And with that, Jaxon didn't think before he found himself reaching a hand up and under the strap over her left shoulder. He tugged at it lightly, his eyes looking back at her's for permission. Her gaze alone told him he could do it, and so he did. Within seconds, that green bra with strawberries on it was laying on top of the shirt she'd earlier thrown.
"Hold on a sec," Jaxon said as he scooted off the bed and pulled down the shorts he'd earlier put on. That's when he remembered that he'd almost pissed himself out of embarrassment when he earlier took his pants off. As horrid and embarrassing as that was, it was now almost comforting. She's seen them before.. nothing to worry about, he told himself as he crawled back across the bed, his Star Wars boxers a little too big for him and thus hanging low. "Your turn," he said, his hand tracing down her chest and side again.
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Post by Naveah Elaine Withers on Sept 9, 2012 11:03:59 GMT -5
(Sorry for that other super long post : P This one will probably be shorter... XD )
Naveah blushed hotter when he mentioned liking another color. Stupidly, she was about to ask before realization hit and she giggled. When he looked at her for permission to remove her bra, she nodded her head, barely a fraction of a centimeter, but enough for him to know that this was the direction she wanted to go in. Resisting the urge to melt with embarrassment - her mind kept straying to wonder if he thought she looked okay - she put her hands down on either side of her, leaning back on her palms. That left her open to any move he felt like making, and when he got up to remove his shorts, her heart fluttered. Her chest was rising in excited breathing, and her heart felt as though it was about to beat out of her chest. There was that feeling again - more than love, a want that seemed practically feral, a feeling of needing his body... lust.
She glanced at his themed boxers and had to grin. She found them adorably cute, but not in the "how sweet" way - more like in the "that's sexy and hilarious" way. If that made any sense - which she knew it didn't, so she refrained from commenting. When his hand trailed down her body, she got chills, and his feathery touch made her squeal. "Mm, Jax!" She giggled, then tried to keep a straight face. She could feel the Arak getting a hold of her system - she had left the restaurant tipsy, and now she was having a little more fun in the slightly buzzed state of mind she was in. She was entirely sober, of course, but she could feel the alcohol in her blood slowly working it's way out. "My turn?" She licked her lips, then smiled at him. "You know, if we're being fair here, I've already removed two items of clothing -" she balanced herself on one hand and pointed with the other to her pile of clothes on the floor, counting her shirt and her bra as two separate items. "But if you insist..."
She lowered herself onto her back and winked at him, before moving her hands to her hips. She hooked her thumbs around the waistband of the sweatpants he let her borrow. Slowly, she started to inch them down, determined to be some what of a tease. She wanted to keep him waiting and wanting more, even though her own pace was infuriating. Tossing the grey sweatpants to this side, she reached out for Jaxon, her hands on his chest. "Now, if I'm not mistaken, it's your turn again." She said in a sing song voice, her fingers lightly running down his chest to the start of his boxers. She looked up at him, grinning. "Oh, do you like my panties, by the way?" She teased, moving so that she was on her knees. She hadn't planned on wearing matching lingerie that night, but sure enough her green half-lacey bottoms were dotted with strawberries. She giggled and leaned in for a kiss.
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Post by Jax Porter on Sept 9, 2012 17:31:25 GMT -5
Jaxon giggled when Naveah removed the sweats. "Do you match your underwear every day?" he asked with a sly smile as he then looked to her hand that was residing at the edge of his boxers. "Will you do the honors?" he asked kind of slowly, not sure if it was kinky or weird to ask her if she wanted to take them off for him. Confused and scared, Jaxon put his hand up. "I mean.. if you want to.."
All this time, even with a girl sitting more than half naked in his room (he himself half naked as well), and he was still embarrassed when it came to asking her to do things. "I can do it myself if that's weird.." he said, still correcting himself as if he were a little boy. So, pushing himself up onto his knees, Jaxon mimicked the way Naveah had pulled down the sweats, looping his thumbs in under the waistband, pulling the boxers down slower than she had. His hands were shaking, but somehow, this wasn't as nerve racking as taking off just his shorts had been. He stopped just before getting too low.
"Y'know," he said, a cheeky smile crossing his face as his eyes lifted from his hands to her face. He bit his lip a moment as the smile grew broader. "Why don't you finish for me?" he asked quietly, shifting his knees closer to her and taking her hands in his. "Here," he whispered, placing her hands against his hips and tucking her thumbs under the elastic.
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