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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 3, 2012 21:46:42 GMT -5
While Elliot was gone, Raine had been napping well she threw up again and then she immediately went back to napping which was nice. She didn't usually get a lot of time to sleep which was difficult now that she had so little energy during the day. She woke up when Pickles and Puddles came running inside and jumped up onto the couch to greet her since they hadn't seen her all day really.
She forced herself up from her comfortable spot to look through the bags for the pregnancy test that she needed to take as soon as possible but she couldn't seem to find it which was making her a little too emotional. "Elliot! I needed one thing and you didn't get it! You never... Ugh!" She sounded like she was actually close to having a meltdown over this which wasn't like her at all, she was usually more level headed about these kinds of things but now she was just a hysterical mess. "Why do you hate me so much?" She grabbed her purse to try and dig through it for her car keys, "This is why we can't have nice things, Elliot!" She wasn't even entirely sure why she was so upset about this.
It wasn't even that big of a deal for him to have forgotten a pregnancy test that he might have thought that she didn't even really need yet she was actually crying as she dug through her purse.
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Post by Elliot Gates on Oct 3, 2012 22:25:34 GMT -5
Elliot watched as she frantically dug through the plastic bags. He rested his weight on his forearms on the counter, and continued to watch as she practically went mad over something so little. After she had thrown her tantrum and had begun to dig in her purse for -he assumed- her keys, he straightened up and pulled out the little white and pink box from his coat pocket. He didn't hand it to her right away, and stayed quiet for a moment.
"You wouldn't be looking for this, would you?" Elliot paused, "Because I'm assuming you're not looking for the milk." He wasn't being funny when he made that comment, and really wanted to know what was going on. "Raine, you have me freaking out. Why did you want me to buy this? I mean," he paused and thought about his next question, "are you playing some kind of game?" Elliot's expression was hurt and upset. This would be the cruelest things she had ever done - if that's what she was doing.. playing some sick game. "You know that we can't get pregnant. You know this." He said, now by her side. He handed her the box anyway and sat on the bar stool.
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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 3, 2012 22:49:56 GMT -5
Raine took the test from him and glared at him like he was the enemy who had killed her family and kicked her puppy, "I would never ever ever make a joke like that because I know that would be horrible." She and Elliot never argued - she was never bitchy with him! She loved him! Yet she stood up and stormed into the bathroom with the pregnancy test, she would explain once she knew what was going on.
The test took three minutes and she used that time to calm down and realize how irrational that she had been with him so she was fully ready to go out there with a negative test and explain why she'd been worried until she looked at the test and saw that it was positive then she didn't know what to say. She stepped slowly out of the bathroom with the test in her hands and she didn't know what to say! She was having Elliot's baby, shouldn't this be the happiest moment of her life?
"Elliot," She mumbled as she stepped closer to him and handed him the test so he could see for himself if he didn't believe her, "I'm pregnant." What if she lost the baby? What if this was a false positive? No, she was definitely showing all the signs. What did this even mean for them? Was he going to be able to handle this?
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Post by Elliot Gates on Oct 3, 2012 23:30:26 GMT -5
He glared at her as she walked away, and then to the two dogs sitting on the floor and looking at him. "What." He said, almost angrily. Puddles licked his own nose and continued to pant away with his big floppy tongue hanging from his mouth. She had been in there for a while, so he figured he'd sit on the couch and wait. He rolled his eyes and the t.v. as he switched it on and he began mindlessly flipping through channels. Both dogs must have sensed something was wrong because they each snuggled up to one of his sides.
It wasn't even two minutes later when he heard the bathroom door squeak open and Raine... she was off. Elliot glanced to her and then back tot he t.v., and then back at her. What? What did she just say? She was handing him the test and he was unconsciously taking it. It was positive.
He felt both joy and sadness, and a whole lot of confusion. How the hell was this even possible? He wasn't really sure what to say, even though he knew that if he tried to talk nothing would come out. His mouth opened slightly, and his hands -and well, body- lost their strength. The test felt to the floor between his feet. He tried to speak, but it felt like his throat was constricted so he sat there, motionless and scared.
A million questions ran through his head, but he knew that he had to say something. She was starting to look concerned. Elliot blinked and dropped his stare to the test on the floor. "Raine.." He finally choked out. He couldn't even think straight at the moment, how was he supposed to say anything? And what if it was false and the test was defective? He was so confused. Shouldn't he be happy about this? This was his baby, and his girlfriend who was pregnant. Not one of their friends who he envied for being able to bare children, it was all his. He stood up and went to her. He didn't say anything, but he just wrapped her in his arms and leaned his head down to her shoulder. He didn't know what else to do. He was scared, and felt like this was all his fault.
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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 3, 2012 23:50:51 GMT -5
Raine knew that Elliot wasn't exactly happy about the pregnancy but she figured that it was just because she wasn't exactly happily or negatively. She decided that she was going to just force herself to celebrate this pregnancy even if the outcome might not be a happy healthy baby. She wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her head into his chest so she could consider what she wanted to say and do to get Elliot excited about this whole situation. "Sweetie....."
A small smile crept onto her face as she realized something amazing - they were legitimately having a baby together. She knew the risk of her losing this pregnancy were higher than normal but she felt like she wanted to celebrate while they could like a regular couple who wanted a baby would, "Elliot... we're having a baby!" She actually sounded giddy about this whole situation even if most sane people would be thinking logically about this. What if she lost the baby?Hell, what if she didn't? She'd have to drop out of college but this was totally worth it because they'd be a family and that was all that a person needs in life.
Being a ballerina was a silly dream anyway!
Maybe her parents were right... Maybe this was a sign that she wasn't cut out for it. She shook the thought from her head and met Elliot's lips with a passionate kiss to show him that she really was excited about this whole thing. "A baby.... Our baby." She pulled away from him slightly and reached for his hands to place them over her incredibly flat stomach, "Our baby is in there."
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Post by Elliot Gates on Oct 4, 2012 0:29:58 GMT -5
It was finally starting to sink in. This was legit, this was really happening. By some miracle, they were having a baby. Our baby. Her words echoed in his mind, and a smile broke onto his face. Elliot lifted her up like she was nothing, spinning her around in a hug and kissing her lips over and over. He didn't want to admit it, but he was so close to crying but he held it all back for Raine's sake. Of course he was excited, but most of all, he was scared. Scared of losing the baby, or even worse, losing Raine. He wouldn't be able to handle losing either, especially Raine. Not after Ashley.
He finally set her back down, and kissed her forehead. He slid his hands down her arms and onto her sides, bringing them to her stomach. Their baby was in there, not even bigger than a peanut. "I hope she looks just like her mum." He said in the softest, most gentle tone he could render.
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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 4, 2012 1:04:13 GMT -5
"She? What if it's a boy?" Raine suggested with a small smile; she was definitely hoping for a girl but well you don't really get to decide those things and it's just an illusion of control to pretend that you have any say whatsoever. "But I hope it's a girl and I want to name her something sweet like Grace or Hope or... Faith." She added in her favorite to try and save the best for last. "Faith Gregory, it's a solid name, I think... But you know what sounds better? Faith Gates, Faith Madeline Gates or something that you like." She'd named her children when she was five years old and she hadn't changed her mind on any of them since then.
She adjusted her nightgown so it was down once again and snuggled her body into Elliot's. "I just hope nothing bad happens." She wanted to remain positive and pretend that nothing bad could happen but both of them knew realistically that it could happen. She cleared her throat and glanced at the dogs, now how were they going to explain to them that they weren't going to be the babies anymore? "Elliot... we're going to need a bigger place... We only have nine months!" Her eyes widened and she was trying to calm herself down by rationalizing the situation a little bit. "Okay, I need to calm down."
She nodded slowly and moved to sit down on the couch, "This would explain why my orgasm was so good.. I just assumed you had new moves but yep." She'd read in her pregnancy book back in the day about how pregnancy sex was suppose to feel better.
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Post by Elliot Gates on Oct 4, 2012 18:05:30 GMT -5
He looked at Raine, "Well, a boy would look a little funny if he looked just like you.." Elliot laughed. He wouldn't mind having a boy, but he knew how much Raine wanted a girl. He nearly shit himself when she started naming off all of these big plans they needed to do. He looked around his apartment for a moment, taking in the small size. She was right with that, they would need a bigger house - an actual house.
"Oh, that's why?" He smiled at her comment about her orgasm. "Gee, thanks." He laughed, knowing she'd catch his sarcasm. He bent down to pick up Puddles and wrap him in his arms like a baby. "Poor puppies, you don't even know what you have coming, do you?" He asked the dog who just looked at him with the same dopey expression he always had.
Elliot had ignored her comment about the possibility of something going wrong. It was likely, but he didn't want to think about it right now. He just wanted to be happy about this whole thing and figured they'd cross that bridge when they came to it. "Who are we going to tell first?" Elliot asked like an intimidated child.
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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 4, 2012 21:07:48 GMT -5
Raine shrugged, who were you suppose to tell first in these situations? Her parents? His parents? Friends? "You can decide, let's just.... Not talk about that right now." She was still feeling a little sick so she stood up from her seat on the couch and walked to his bedroom to lay on his bed instead. "Want a blow job?" She wasn't really in the mood to do that but she'd read somewhere online that oral sex was suppose to help well if you're the swallowing type which she was willing to turn into if it meant that she didn't have to deal with this horrible nausea.
She didn't know how she was going to possibly handle this for another couple of weeks when she was working full time and going to school and preforming soon but she'd just have to figure something out that worked for everyone. She glanced over to him and tried her best to look seductive but it was just kind of pathetic since she clearly wasn't feeling well. "Giving oral is suppose to help because it helps your body get use to something in your sperm or something along those lines so..?" She knew that wasn't the best way in the world to offer something sexual but she wasn't really doing this for him.
She wouldn't even offer if she didn't feel like shit - she hadn't given him oral at all in the five years they'd been together.
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Post by Elliot Gates on Oct 4, 2012 22:27:47 GMT -5
Elliot went to lock the front door and turn off the lights. He was still holding Puddles, and set him down on the couch. "Night guys." He said as he turned off the living room light and joined Raine in the bedroom. It wasn't but ten, but today had been so ridiculous. He trusted the dogs to take care of themselves as he had hidden their water and food bowls on top of the refrigerator so they couldn't get it.
Elliot turned on the little lamp next to his, well, their bed. He changed out of his clothes and slipped on a pair of black sweat pants, they were always the most comfortable. Flicked off the over head light and laid next to Raine. He choked on his spit when she asked if he wanted a blowjob. She never asked questions like that. He had a very surprised look on his face ( media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8u2pxIxqB1qmahxv.gif ) as he looked at her. "Uhm.. what the fuck?" He asked, still unsure if he heard her right. Then she started explaining it and his excitement dropped a little bit. "You've never once even talked about.. that. not once since we started dating." It was true though, he didn't mean to sound like a complete ass. She never returned the favor. Even though he really didn't care, he always wondered.
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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 4, 2012 22:55:38 GMT -5
Raine was definitely a fan of it when Elliot pleasured her orally but she never felt like returning the favor simply because the thought of giving oral sex made her want to vomit even more so now than ever but she was going to suck it up and deal with it so she sneaked under the covers and to his legs where she used her teeth to pull his sweats down. She had never done this before despite the fact that she'd done it for Dallas in person once and written about doing it to Dallas several times like a hundred or more back in the day.
She could still remember what she'd done back then despite it being more than five years ago though she wasn't really having much fun. She could just fake it, right? This whole thing was disgusting to her but it wasn't showing on her face. She looked like she was enjoying herself! She stopped when she hoped it would be good and torturous and smirked, "Want me to keep going?"
Like she was worried about mouth raping him!
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Post by Elliot Gates on Oct 4, 2012 23:30:50 GMT -5
The two just kind of stared at the other before he humped when she skid under the covers. He wasn't sure how to react when he felt his pants coming down and something else going up. Not once had he ever been on the receiving end and he was unsure how he felt about it. His eyelids shut for a moment as his head fell back onto the pillow and his breathing became slightly heavier.
He scrunched the sheets in his hands, but released them as she stopped. The fuck? Why did she stop? It took him a brief second to register what she said, "Not unless you want to, but this is fucking awesome." He said, he could feel his cheeks getting red. Elliot bit his bottom lip and shifted his eyes away from her so she couldn't see the longing he had. Did this just come naturally to women? or was it something they learned? Elliot knew the he had learned his own skill, it sure as hell didn't come naturally to him.
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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 4, 2012 23:48:40 GMT -5
Raine smirked as she moved up to gently peck Elliot on the top of the head despite where her mouth had just been. She offered him a weak smile before moving her mouth back down to his crotch so she could continue doing what she hoped felt good to him. She wasn't feeling so hot all of the sudden so she just wanted to get him happily pleasured so she could go throw up... again.
Why was she getting so sick tonight? She was trying not to think about that and just focus entirely on making him happy like he did with her. He had sex when he was probably starving! She could totally deep throat when she felt nauseous! She couldn't have him left unsatisfied like that. {You can um skip because yeah XD}
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Post by Elliot Gates on Oct 5, 2012 0:03:57 GMT -5
{thank god, that was so awkward to type. xD}
Why hadn't she ever done that before? Elliot just laid there for a second and stared at the ceiling. His breathing was close to normal now as he fixed his pants and turned onto his side. Raine didn't look at all good right now. She actually looked like she was about to throw up right there, "Honey, are you okay?" He asked, slightly concerned.
Elliot had little knowledge about how this pregnancy sickness worked, and already wished there was something he could do to help. Well, apparently from what Raine had read, he just donated to help fight the cause.
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Post by Raine Gregory on Oct 5, 2012 0:22:56 GMT -5
Raine shook her head slowly and contemplated rushing into the bathroom to go and throw up but she figured that would be offensive. "No..." She knew that he wanted to hear that she was alright and that everything was fabulous but she really really felt like crap so she snuggled against Elliot and buried her head in his side. "I feel so sick." She was trying to take slow careful breaths to see if that made her feel any better but it felt like her stomach was twisting and she couldn't take it. "Oh god." She groaned as she stood up and found herself in front of the toilet once again to throw up which, since there was nothing in her stomach, was entirely consisting of stomach acids and other things that you weren't suppose to puke up.
Her hands were shaking again as she brushed her teeth and cleaned up what little mess there was. She walked back to the bedroom looking pale and just exhausted. "I kind of feel like I'm dying." She didn't mean that in the literal sense at all but it was probably not the best thing to joke about since he didn't know much about this whole pregnancy thing and his last girlfriend had died. "But the oral was nice, right?" She asked with a hopeful expression as she moved closer to his body on the bed and shut her eyes. God she was tired but she wasn't allowing herself to go to sleep until he did first so he wouldn't think that she was being rude.
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