Post by missaly on Sept 19, 2012 4:57:50 GMT -5
Prue was growing tired of waking up every single morning and throwing up. She had been in denial about her possible pregnancy since she and Matthew weren't exactly on speaking terms at the moment but there was absolutely no getting around it at this point. She missed her period, she was constantly nauseous, her breasts were sore... All signs pointing to a bun being in her poor oven. She didn't hate babies or anything but this wasn't really the best time to be bringing one into the world. A child deserves two parents who love it and who love each other not a whore of a mother who drove their dear sweet father off. She'd made him cry, she'd ruined his life and he was probably never going to love again but she..... She'd been so scared of the fact that they were moving into this happy perfect life so she fucked it up like she fucked everything in her life up. He'd really loved her, he had really really loved her and all that she did was hurt him.
Pepper was the only thing that she had left of him and lately she'd been staying close to her owner as if she could sense that she was needed. She didn't leave her side once while Prue waited the agonizing two minutes for the pregnancy tests results to come up; this should be a happy time between her and her husband and instead she was sitting on the edge of the bed weeping into her hands and praying that the test would come up negative.
The idea of a positive lead her into scary single motherhood land but at the same time, she wanted a baby. She wanted to be a mother and nurture something instead of destroying it. She wasn't entirely sure what she was feeling but somewhere deep inside, she wanted a baby. She wanted to see a plus sign so she could call Matthew and tell him all about how she was having his baby; a baby that they had made with love.
She let out a heavy sigh when the timer beeped indicating that the test was done.
Positive.
Pepper was the only thing that she had left of him and lately she'd been staying close to her owner as if she could sense that she was needed. She didn't leave her side once while Prue waited the agonizing two minutes for the pregnancy tests results to come up; this should be a happy time between her and her husband and instead she was sitting on the edge of the bed weeping into her hands and praying that the test would come up negative.
The idea of a positive lead her into scary single motherhood land but at the same time, she wanted a baby. She wanted to be a mother and nurture something instead of destroying it. She wasn't entirely sure what she was feeling but somewhere deep inside, she wanted a baby. She wanted to see a plus sign so she could call Matthew and tell him all about how she was having his baby; a baby that they had made with love.
She let out a heavy sigh when the timer beeped indicating that the test was done.
Positive.