Post by Esme Russel on Sept 4, 2012 4:22:44 GMT -5
(This is a one time thing! I won't be posting anymore probably annoying things like this but I felt this was relevant to show you what has happened so far)
Alycakez
Pregnant. How in the world was she pregnant? Well Esme definitely knew /how/ she'd gotten pregnant but she honestly didn't want to believe it. How could she? How could she get pregnant when they'd only had sex one time? Did they use protection? No and she'd stopped taking the pill because they weren't having sex... How could she be so irresponsible? How could she be so selfish? She had wanted this whole separation so that Hudson would have the chance to live a little and enjoy the lifestyle that she stole from him by tying him down to her and her daughter and now? Now she was once again stopping him only this time it was his baby that she was having or was she? Wouldn't it be easier if she went to the clinic and got an abortion? Wouldn't that just make everyone happier? She let out a heavy sigh as she reached for her cellphone to text the one person that she knew would be more fucked up right now than she was. Mark Daniels. It wasn't that she just assumed that he'd likely screwed up something in his life but she knew him well enough to know that he craved attention and often attracted negative because of this. Her text was scary and she knew it given the fact that she'd been pretty depressed in her crappy motel room - it was all that she thought that she deserved and could even get on such short notice. She was just too proud to ask for help from someone as in a place to crash until she and Hudson worked things out or at least until she could find a place of her own. She didn't want to impose on anyone so she was staying at the cheapest motel in the worst neighborhood in New York; hell, it was worse than where Cooper lived! She was obviously upset even just looking at her. Her eyes were red and puffy and her hands were shaking as she stared at the little stick but the answer remained the same. 'Pregnant'. She wasn't going to be able to wish this away, could she? Or ignore it but did she want an abortion? There was a free clinic that did abortions literally down the block but there was something holding her back from going and it wasn't just that it was already midnight and she was pretty sure that they were close anyway.
Alex Soto
Esme's text message had frightened Mark. She was just not exactly psychologically stable and he knew that very well. His life was fine but not exactly great because he wasn't as trustworthy as he found himself to be or as others thought. However, he was far more concerned about his friend to worry about things that he had learned not to do. He couldn't understand what had caused the separation or anything but he knew that Esme, his friend and co-star needed his help. It was funny how he saw people on television act happy yet their life was miserable out of camera. Mark found himself in front of the door of the room that Esme was staying in. He knocked on it and waited for her to answer. He has brought snacks in case he needed to calm down and actually for the both of them.
Alycakez
Esme sniffled as she stood up on wobbly legs and walked to the door. She opened it without even checking the peep hole to make sure that it wasn't some sort of strange rapist or murderer. She actually didn't care if it was either of the aforementioned possiblities but it was nice that it was Mark. She wrapped her arms around his neck and let out a weak sob before pulling him inside and locking the door. "I have some news.... I--I'm pregnant." She picked up the pregnancy test and showed it to him so he could see it for himself, "I... I told Hudson to go have sex and party and live his fucking life and what do I do? I get pregnant with his baby! What am I going to do? I just... I have to go and I have to get an abortion." She had her own pillows and blankets on the bed since the motel ones were absolutely disgusting. She curled up with a blanket and wailed into her hands. She didn't know if she wanted comforting or if she wanted him to just stand there and keep his distance. A hug sounded rather nice.
Alex Soto
Mark tilted his head, he didn't know why she had done that while married. Still, she seemed so sad and he didn't want to give her a lesson. He frowned and walked toward the bed and sat down, gently patting her on the back. "Well, maybe fate doesn't want you two to separate. Maybe it was a bad idea..." he moved his lower lip to the side slightly before slowly pulling her in for a hug. "It's not that bad... You both are married, you're not alone and now you know how to take care of a baby because you took care of Cici and she turned out fine." he nodded.
Alycakez
"I'm all alone.... I'm separated from my husband and I'm staying in a shitty motel room and I don't... I don't know what to do. My husband isn't... I ruined his life once because of a pregnancy and I'm not prepared to do it again because I'm too irresponsible to take birth control properly." Esme was having trouble thinking clearly at the moment and she was scared of what her choices in this were - abortion or single motherhood to two children. "I feel sick and I'm scared and there's gunshots all night." She pointed to a rat on the ground who raced into a hole in the wall behind the tv stand. "And rodents and cockroaches." She hated both of those things with an absolute passion.
Alex Soto
Mark nodded, he tilted his head to the side and then hid his lower lip under his top one. "If anyone knows about taking care of other people's babies that would be me. I know it's completely different but I kept Amelie around because she was my niece and I loved the little thing." he guessed that if he hadn't, Amelie would be in a foster home or in Paris with his mom and dad. "I know for a fact that Hudson loves you and Cici and he doesn't feel that way and if he does, he should have known that he was going to live a different way and not as he would thought to." Mark wasn't making Esme doubt on Hudson but he was explaining to her how he saw it. "This new baby? That's his responsibility. Of course it is." he didn't know what could be anymore.
Alycakez
Esme placed a hand under her shirt and let out a heavy sigh, "I suppose that you're right but.... But what if you aren't? What if he doesn't agree that the baby should be his responsiblity?" She swallowed hard before grabbing for one of Mark's hands and placing it over her own (the one that's under her shirt) "Someday... Someday I'll have a baby bump but I don't think that this is the baby I'll get it with. I think that I need an abortion and I need to do it before I get attached to this... fetus." She didn't want to ruin anyone's life because of her mistakes even if her mistake meant taking a life.
Alycakez
Pregnant. How in the world was she pregnant? Well Esme definitely knew /how/ she'd gotten pregnant but she honestly didn't want to believe it. How could she? How could she get pregnant when they'd only had sex one time? Did they use protection? No and she'd stopped taking the pill because they weren't having sex... How could she be so irresponsible? How could she be so selfish? She had wanted this whole separation so that Hudson would have the chance to live a little and enjoy the lifestyle that she stole from him by tying him down to her and her daughter and now? Now she was once again stopping him only this time it was his baby that she was having or was she? Wouldn't it be easier if she went to the clinic and got an abortion? Wouldn't that just make everyone happier? She let out a heavy sigh as she reached for her cellphone to text the one person that she knew would be more fucked up right now than she was. Mark Daniels. It wasn't that she just assumed that he'd likely screwed up something in his life but she knew him well enough to know that he craved attention and often attracted negative because of this. Her text was scary and she knew it given the fact that she'd been pretty depressed in her crappy motel room - it was all that she thought that she deserved and could even get on such short notice. She was just too proud to ask for help from someone as in a place to crash until she and Hudson worked things out or at least until she could find a place of her own. She didn't want to impose on anyone so she was staying at the cheapest motel in the worst neighborhood in New York; hell, it was worse than where Cooper lived! She was obviously upset even just looking at her. Her eyes were red and puffy and her hands were shaking as she stared at the little stick but the answer remained the same. 'Pregnant'. She wasn't going to be able to wish this away, could she? Or ignore it but did she want an abortion? There was a free clinic that did abortions literally down the block but there was something holding her back from going and it wasn't just that it was already midnight and she was pretty sure that they were close anyway.
Alex Soto
Esme's text message had frightened Mark. She was just not exactly psychologically stable and he knew that very well. His life was fine but not exactly great because he wasn't as trustworthy as he found himself to be or as others thought. However, he was far more concerned about his friend to worry about things that he had learned not to do. He couldn't understand what had caused the separation or anything but he knew that Esme, his friend and co-star needed his help. It was funny how he saw people on television act happy yet their life was miserable out of camera. Mark found himself in front of the door of the room that Esme was staying in. He knocked on it and waited for her to answer. He has brought snacks in case he needed to calm down and actually for the both of them.
Alycakez
Esme sniffled as she stood up on wobbly legs and walked to the door. She opened it without even checking the peep hole to make sure that it wasn't some sort of strange rapist or murderer. She actually didn't care if it was either of the aforementioned possiblities but it was nice that it was Mark. She wrapped her arms around his neck and let out a weak sob before pulling him inside and locking the door. "I have some news.... I--I'm pregnant." She picked up the pregnancy test and showed it to him so he could see it for himself, "I... I told Hudson to go have sex and party and live his fucking life and what do I do? I get pregnant with his baby! What am I going to do? I just... I have to go and I have to get an abortion." She had her own pillows and blankets on the bed since the motel ones were absolutely disgusting. She curled up with a blanket and wailed into her hands. She didn't know if she wanted comforting or if she wanted him to just stand there and keep his distance. A hug sounded rather nice.
Alex Soto
Mark tilted his head, he didn't know why she had done that while married. Still, she seemed so sad and he didn't want to give her a lesson. He frowned and walked toward the bed and sat down, gently patting her on the back. "Well, maybe fate doesn't want you two to separate. Maybe it was a bad idea..." he moved his lower lip to the side slightly before slowly pulling her in for a hug. "It's not that bad... You both are married, you're not alone and now you know how to take care of a baby because you took care of Cici and she turned out fine." he nodded.
Alycakez
"I'm all alone.... I'm separated from my husband and I'm staying in a shitty motel room and I don't... I don't know what to do. My husband isn't... I ruined his life once because of a pregnancy and I'm not prepared to do it again because I'm too irresponsible to take birth control properly." Esme was having trouble thinking clearly at the moment and she was scared of what her choices in this were - abortion or single motherhood to two children. "I feel sick and I'm scared and there's gunshots all night." She pointed to a rat on the ground who raced into a hole in the wall behind the tv stand. "And rodents and cockroaches." She hated both of those things with an absolute passion.
Alex Soto
Mark nodded, he tilted his head to the side and then hid his lower lip under his top one. "If anyone knows about taking care of other people's babies that would be me. I know it's completely different but I kept Amelie around because she was my niece and I loved the little thing." he guessed that if he hadn't, Amelie would be in a foster home or in Paris with his mom and dad. "I know for a fact that Hudson loves you and Cici and he doesn't feel that way and if he does, he should have known that he was going to live a different way and not as he would thought to." Mark wasn't making Esme doubt on Hudson but he was explaining to her how he saw it. "This new baby? That's his responsibility. Of course it is." he didn't know what could be anymore.
Alycakez
Esme placed a hand under her shirt and let out a heavy sigh, "I suppose that you're right but.... But what if you aren't? What if he doesn't agree that the baby should be his responsiblity?" She swallowed hard before grabbing for one of Mark's hands and placing it over her own (the one that's under her shirt) "Someday... Someday I'll have a baby bump but I don't think that this is the baby I'll get it with. I think that I need an abortion and I need to do it before I get attached to this... fetus." She didn't want to ruin anyone's life because of her mistakes even if her mistake meant taking a life.
